I look to the future and for the first time in awhile, I see it as a bright and vibrant canvas. The last time I saw this, I had no idea if it would actually be as bright as I thought, and because I wasn’t the one to paint it, it turned out to be for naught, and I turned and walked away from the false reality that stood before me. But now, now I can do nothing but run as fast as I can towards the brightness. Because this time its different. This time, I am the one who paints on the canvas. I am the one who is the creator. This time, I build my own light.
"Dont beg for things. Do it for yourself, or you wont get anything."